A friend of mine offered to give me tickets to a game before.
She offered to give ME ticketS to a game.
A couple years ago I won a contest. I sent in my application. People voted for me. After voting results came in I was given TWO passes to a festival.
When I was a kid, my friend called the radio station at the perfect moment and she won a PAIR of tickets to a concert.
I thought about all these instances recently because I have been trying to figure out why is that when I go to restaurants I get the strangest looks when I request a table for one. “JUST one?” they ask. “Yes,” I reply with a gentle smile. “YES!! Isn’t that what I said?Why is that so difficult? I’m only one person. Can’t I go eat by myself?” I scream in my head.
(google didn’t have a better picture conveying happy on the outside, irritated on the inside but anyway…)
I guess it’s not so weird when I consider the fact that our world clearly expects us to come in pairs. I think that’s why we see so many people who battle sadness and depression that is brought on by the fact that they are *cringe* single ESPECIALLY as they get older.
This year I turned 25. Someone called me on my birthday and said “Wow, 25 huh? You’re about to have a Master’s. You have a good job and you’re living on your own. You go to church. Now, all you need is a man.” #SideEye
Why do we accept a world that tells us that we are not enough alone? Think about some of the language we use to talk about significant others. “Other Half” is my newest favorite. That basically communicates that at my very best, until I am in a relationship with someone else, I can only be HALF of who I really am. Um… whet? It took a while for me to realize it, but truly I’m a pretty awesome person, by myself.
Starting from my childhood days, I’ve been Claricha and somebody else. I’ve always had cousins and friends by my side in every social situation. It was great, but I’m learning to get used to being by myself and still being happy about it. There are plenty benefits to being by myself and dating myself. I always want to eat what I want to eat. I always want to see the movies that I want to see. I only want to go where I want to go. I only stay as long as I want to stay. Honestly, it’s a pretty good set up.
So, no hostess at my favorite restaurant not JUST one, just… one.
4 thoughts on “Not *JUST* One, Just… One”
Lol I love it! “One is the loneliest number….” but I, too, enjoy my me time
Good stuff! I just recently filled up my social calendar and I was like “umm I really don’t have anyone to go with” but THIS confirmed that Evetty can go to all the social events that she wants to… leave when she wants to.. and do things only Evetty will know she did! Ha!
Lol you’re so you.
I like my singleness. I eat alone at restaurants, go to movies alone, attend church alone and attend social gatherings alone. I like the oneness in me. I never wonder if I have to stay in places I don’t want to be or leave a situation / place when I want to stay . It’s my time and my choice.
So many would love to make their own decisions on staying or leaving. It’s my choice! Sometimes I like being with company, sometimes I like being alone. I’m very comfortable with being with me!